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Only Time will TellIn a second,
My heart fell.
I tried to catch it,
But it rebelled.
In a minute,
My steps stopped.
I was stuck,
But my feet would not pop.
In an hour,
My mind was running.
With no block,
The dreams became stunning.
In a day,
My fingers were itching.
To reach out and touch,
But my choice kept switching.
In a week,
My body was urging.
To stand next to love,
My emotions were surging.
In a month,
My eyes followed.
The sparkle around him,
Had my thoughts hollowed.
In a year,
My mouth spoke,
The three holy words,
But soon, it was revoked.
In a month,
My eyes filled.
With streams of sadness,
It all spilled.
In a week,
My body was purging.
The hate-filled emotions would not stop,
My confusion was verging.
In a day,
My fingers were clenching.
Around my heart,
It truly felt wrenching.
In a minute,
My steps were filled,
With contemplation and wonder,
But none was fulfilled.
In a second,
My heart kept asking.
But time said nothing,
Keeping the future in masking.
Never had to hold Your handMash up lyrics
sONGS USED: "I Want To Hold Your Hand" by: GLEE cast, "Never Had a Dream" by: S Club 7, "Miss Invisible" by: Marie Digby, "Songbird" by: GLEE cast.
There's a girl
i can't hide.
I never found the words to say,
For you,the sun will be shining,
And she'll say...
You'll always be my baby
Just a day spent counting the time.
It's alright, I know it's right
Then one day just the same as the last,
the songbirds keep singing.
And I know no matter where love takes me to,
i wanna hold your hand
Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time.
As the crowd passes by,
Like never before.
i feel that something
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible,
I think you'll understand,
There's no use looking back or wondering,
I just can't say goodbye
Even though I pretend that I've moved on,
when i say that something,
oh please say to me
For you, there'll be no more crying,
To you, I'll give the world
And I love you, I love you, I love you.
Crushed or being Crushed?
I always have watched him from a distance,
Like a guardian angel watching over someone important.
Days pass by, and I still watch.
Hoping one day he will finally notice.
I want him to notice how much I care.
I want to be the one next to his side.
Am I crushing on him,
Or am I just being crushed?
People say loving at a young age is just puppy love.
Maybe it is just puppy love to them.
But to me, it means I'm falling for someone I know I might never get.
Guys remind me of stars,
There are so many of them but yet so far away.
I hope one day that all the girls that have been crushed
will be loved for who they are.
But till that day comes,
girls will be crushing
And some will be crushed.
Never understandingNever Understanding
by Audrey Woo
No one ever understands me,
No matter how much I show
Or how much I hide
They don't understand,
The complexity of my life, my mind, my thoughts
How much it hurts to not be the same
To want a normal life
To have normal thoughts, normal feelings
You will never understand,
How it feels to be lonely
Abandoned with no one to care nor love
Time passes by every second
Every second of my life has me wondering
Why was I born like this?
People and days pass by like a blur
They will never realize,
How much its hurts to be on the outside
Like a snow globe
I can only watch
As no one notices me
And I cry
Tears like river streams flow down one by one
No one understands
The pain that wears my heart day by day
Till there's nothing left
An empty soul
Is what I have become
Still I wonder
Why has it come to this?
It still ponders my empty heart
My empty feelings
My empty thoughts
No one understands me
They don't understand
You never understand
I will never understan
A letter from Sins A letter from Sins
This is what brought me here,
It was not innate.
From the lack of love,
Called names of a bast
Slowly Endlessly LoversSlowly Endlessly Lovers
by Audrey Woo
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
No, I could not want you more than I did right then,
But did you know my heart's been
Broken since the day I met you
Oh, please, say to me
How beautiful you and I would be
Your fingertips across my skin
I wanna hold your hand
Stay with me, baby stay with me,
Tonight don't leave me alone.
Endlessly to be true to you
And in my sweetest dream
When the days were long and the world was small.
You sang me spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
I think you´ll understand
And when I touch you I feel happy, inside
Hold my breath as you're moving in,
I sent a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
I'm trying not to think about you
Almost lover, endlessly kiss me slowly
I wanna hold your hand
HauntedI see her there with
Coal dust carved
Into the icy skin
Under her eyes,
And on her lips
Dance a chorus
Of bitter lies.
A skeletal hand of smoke
Claws at my neck
Until I bleed;
She tells me that the pain
Is just what I need.
And her blood
Zooms in her veins
Like speeding cars.
She looks at me
At what I am.
She’s a snake,
In the guise
Of a lamb.
‘What happened to us?’
Of what I used to be.
‘I may be you,
But you are not me.’
The sun comes up:
Yesterday is gone
But see it this way;
The past is part of the future
But the future isn’t the past.
You choose which bits go,
You choose which bits last.
I Saw a Burning ManIn front of my house, he sat.
Skin burnt off, now charred and black.
Hesitantly, I walked outside.
And he followed me with his watery eyes.
With steps as nimble as the snow,
I hid my fear and continued to go.
Now before him, the Burning Man.
I kindly offered him my shaky hand.
No malice nor vice leaked off of him,
rather sadness and agony which simmered below his skin.
I could feel it around me, the pain and despair,
yet, physically the man was nearly repaired.
For his scorched skin was not his problem,
instead the bottled emotions that devoured all of him.
“Would you like to come inside sir, and stay?”
In which he replied by looking away.
Again I asked, and received no reply,
and was startled when the man began to cry.
Unsure of what to do, I walked away,
Yet I’ll never forget what happened that day.
Be it from pain, or mute, or undisclosed desires,
I watched as the man was engulfed in fire.
I stood back in awe, with my mouth agape,
and feared that he had fallen into
little victories.when i was younger,
i thought i was the strongest
little girl in the world
because i could easily
beat my older brother
at arm wrestling.
it wasn't until years later
that i realized
And There Was Lighti.
He was seventeen when he died.
I never went to the funeral
but I walked past it the day of
the service. His mother
was in the backseat of a blue Dodge,
door open, head in her hands.
"My baby," she kept repeating.
"My baby." It would go from sobbing, to
screaming, to a soft whisper that
I could only hear being carried
on the wind.
It was a Wednesday afternoon that they found
his old red pickup truck parked
out front of Slim's, two beer bottles in
the back and the windows cracked to let the stale
I heard that his dad told the police he was
gonna take that old truck and fix it up, because
he had promised his son before—
because it's always in the before—
And in the after, his mother never had dry eyes
and I'm pretty sure my mom told me
that she saw his dad at the bar every night,
drinking his sorrows down because some people can't
handle the stress.
Some people can't figure out why their son would
"Some men just want to w
in which I gain sentiencesave room
for doubt, in the silence between
religious guilt and stolen
body heat. I am made of helium.
in my dreams they
pop me and
watch me flutter. I wonder if everyone
else’s head is so congested as mine,
hyperactive with inattentive people.
you are never serious--
he stares at me in a different
set of eyes; there are words
I cannot say, there are
things I cannot tell you.
(twice a week
I watch the people I love
leave me for good.
spiders in my throat,
You Ever Felt ItHave you ever felt it?
When you lay there broken
And feel yourself so guilty
Eyes gushing red
And you want to sleep in a coma
Your brain swelling with thoughts
At the same time empty with nothing
When you can't suit yourself
And see yourself a place among the demons
that moment when you control your life
The moment when you choose between life and death
And then you yourself can decide either way
It's when you're on the edge
And want someone to pull you back before you make another step
A hook, to rip all the insanity out of your body
And suck all the madness that is growing black dead trees
Have you ever felt it, have you known depression
Did you ever seek a source of help, and did you ever find it
1:33 amto the angry young
hungry ocean eyes:
i do not wish to know
what crawled inside
your ribs to
i just wish you would
let it leave.
3:00amThere's always fear amidst his joy,
a little voice in the back of his head,
warning him of everything that might go wrong.
Yet, the nightly ghosts and the monsters
who lurk and scratch the floor under her bed,
were just the myths of a man who
wanted an excuse to hold her each night.
He doesn't think like this anymore,
he lies awake and ponders as the shadows
sway in their tribal dance along the walls,
and wholeheartedly hopes, that they
will rip a frustrated scream out of his throat
one that's loud enough to conceal the nagging voice.
"Oh my boy, haven't I warned you?
Love is a sin, don't come near
fairy-tales are only meant for books,
but you dove right in, driven by a foolish need.
You've tasted the bitter end of a blade
roles switched, now you're the monster she fears."
"She says your smile is beautiful,
like a sun shining so bright, a strength through your pain,
yet she fails to see the poisonous thorns
you nurtured with treason and grudge.
She doesn't know
The Eyes, Steps, Voice of Love
it all started with .......
a glance, a stare
a step, a walk
a word, a talk
slowly, but surely, it became........
between you and me..........
the stars in our eyes sparkled
our steps in sync like the beating of our hearts
a melodic song that would never end
but who knew.........
in those eyes, there was a sign
in those steps, there was a warning
in those lips, there was a message
in that one moment of darkness...........
a loving became a hating
synchronic beats became disharmony
a euphony became discord
with time, everything changed........
a look of betrayal
a walk to stay away
a word of guilt.
our hearts used to fit like a puzzle,
creating a haven.
losing each other among the others.
and it ended with.................
a stare, a glance
a walk, a step
a talk, a word
a love, a hope
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